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How can I even begin to describe what its like living with people who dont know who Elizabeth Taylor or Humphrey Bogart is?! This has been my challange since coming back to school, finding people with real soul. People who understand that the reality of life is so much better than the dream. I've been thinking about the things I hope for in my life lately. I have a friend who always says, "April, you're the girl here tell me where you think I and the rest of us will be in five years." I imagine those I love with just the things they want because I honestly believe these are wonderful people who deserve all those things, but who will tell me where I will be in five years? Will I have all the things I hope for simply because I try to be a good person? Sometimes I fear that I wont have those things but at the same time I wonder if I will be as happy then as I am now without those things. Maybe thats what I need to remember, find happiness where I am now. I guess I'll just have to wait to find out if I get the things I want, and hey, being a good person cant hurt right?!